ScriptedLove

Boyfriends just give you unwated headaches. heartaches and tummy aches :[

Posted in Sad

I am currently out of trade school and i need some time but i will be back to make more layouts! im sorry guys!

I think you know who you are.

Posted in Very ticked off

    A friend and former "co-worker" of mine passed away sometime this month for reasons that dont make any sense.

His name was Joe... he was only 17 years old and he wanted to be a rapper/beat specialist. Yeah yeah yeah, alot of young guys today say they want to do this but he actually had a talent for it.

He was in Atlanta at a studio and had a rap battle with an oppenent. I guess the "enemy" was jealous and got siked out because after the battle was over, joe and the guy got into it and the guy shot joe. Im not sure where he was shot, but ultimately, it killed my friend.

I dont know why, but everytime someone I know dies, I do not cry. I WANT to cry, but it never happens until maybe about a week, when it finally hits me. I cry. I bawl... I just hope his family is alright and know he is in a better place.

The other thing Im concerned about is my boyfriend. Joe was one of his BEST friends... how am I going to break the news to him? I cant be there to support him in this time of sorrow. I have no idea how to do this. I am not going to text him the news, I know for a fact that I have to call him. I just hope he doesnt lose his mind.

xoxo, Ashley :(

Posted in Sad

Yeah, I'm not completely new to this. I've known about this site for years and years and joined today. I make layouts, blah blah blah, but I was too lazy to make an account and actually submit the darned things. I think its because Im kinda scared that someone might take my layouts and use them for evil. :( I know how it feels to see your work somewhere else when it took atleast 5 days worth of creating the damn thing. Your proud work, altered in just 10 minutes. -__-

I hope I find inspiration and friends on here that are supportive and know what they are talking about. :)

Suffering from depression and acute anoreixa atm.... x.x